I would like to share my feelings after reading Combray!
I found it hard to read. It is like I know most of the words, but when words come together, I could not understand them anymore.
As Professor Beasley-Murray mentions in the lecture video, "Modernist, such as Combray: texts remind us that literature is never simply a transparent window onto the world: we need to learn to see the window itself, and its framing, to recognize how it shapes what and how we see". I totally agree because most of the time of reading Combray, I am always trying to think about what Proust is trying to say and what he means by saying that.
Image by Gravel Suzanne via Pinterest – La madeleine de Proust (pinterest.com)
This book is hard but indeed interesting
for me, mainly because those books I read before usually have
main characters and tell stories, which are really clear and easy to follow!
However, Proust does not focus on describing each character, nor does not
trying to tell stories clearly one by one. His focus on his feelings, his
time, present or past. This is really cool! Here, I said he focuses on
the “time”, which means
that his current feeling now makes him go back to the feeling he had in the
past! For example, the scallop-shell shaped dessert - petite madeleine crumbs
with tea. That suddenly gave him an exquisite pleasure, made him stand still
and bring out memory. This tea with dessert he drinking now calls his memory of
the lime-flower tea madeleine that he drank in Combray. This is what I
mean. He tells stories in a way of linking present to the past with feelings at
the moment.
He made me realize that some of my memories might not be called anymore, even once, but having these sudden, unplanned stimuli on feelings can help me to recall, even have visual images in my mind. I do remember I had this feeling once. When I was at my friend’s house, we were walking downstairs, and I suddenly smelled the air there. It is exactly like the smell of basement parking lot of my first home place! I lived there with parents, and that time, I was 6 years old maybe. In my mind, I can see the parking lot, and my mom and dad holding my hand, walking to the “Xiao Bai", my parents' first car. That car is a really cute Toyota but they have sold it many years ago. I am really sad about that. And I miss my parents in China. I wish they can hold my hands right now. Those were my feelings after I smelled the air in my friend's basement.
I wonder, if Proust's unclear way of telling stories actually matches more with how we actually think and experience? Is this actually how our brain works?
Melissa:
ReplyDeleteHey Miyaki!
I love how you provide an example of your own experience relating to Proust's writing, which is about the nature of time and how our minds experiences certain events in our lives. I argue that Proust's method of writing is much more fully representative of our minds and the human condition, in comparison to books with rigid plots and narratives. I think that a lot of human experiences are ultimately difficult to define, and his writing style allows for some of this 'indefiniteness' to come through.
Hi, Melissa. Thank you for discussing this question with me. Yes, I agree with you. Proust's way of writing can show how our minds work, better than other books with normal and clear narratives.
DeleteHello Miyaki,
ReplyDeleteI completely agree with you that the text is difficult yet interesting. For me, the biggest struggle was trying to go from picturing the scenes in my head to picking up the plot of the story. One of the coolest aspects of this book, I thought, was the aspect of memory, especially with how we recall memories. I had a similar experience as you, where I went to a friend's place, an older house, which had that same scent as my grandparents' home, in which the smell was so distinct I recalled so much even without being there.
Hi, Josh. Yea, our experiences are so similar. I was so shocked at the first moment when i smelled that in my friend's place.
ReplyDeleteHi Miyaki!
ReplyDeleteI agree with you about the difficulty of the text. We all have been lost in Combray and its endless descriptions. Nevertheless, I think you made an interesting point by mentioning how memory and time work and that all of that is shaped by the reader’s perception.
Good job! Please share these ideas on class, they will definitely be interesting to your classmates.
See you tomorrow,
Julián.
Hi, Julián. Thank you for supporting my thoughts!
DeleteHi! I really loved reading your thoughts about memory and how you recalled your own experience. It's really nice to read such a personal reflection, and I think it shows how relatable Proust's depiction of memory can be! I have also had similar experiences when a certain smell or feeling suddenly brings back memories.
ReplyDeleteHi, Emily! Yes, that is what i found fascinating about this Proust. His sentences are so hard to follow and understand, but what he wrote can let so many readers relate.
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